I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
the more i tried, the worst it got. every single person was telling her: "you should dump him", "he's not worth it".
am i that bad?
i guess i have to be horrible, for my own friends to tell her that, i must suck as a boyfriend, or at least they were not my friends.
but the thing is, now im scared.
what if i am really all they said?
now that im about to get in a relationship, i dont want to hurt her.
what do i need to improve? what do i need to change?
cuz i can't really see it for myself?
am i that blind?
1 comment:
well...
you have to be the judge of that...
see this is why i don't tell u somethings... you get too worked up about it *and coming from me.. that says alot!*
but, in essence, you have to be the one to say what type of boyfriend you want to be... remember everything is relative... other people might've said 'vik's a bad boyfriend' because you weren't what THEY wanted... so you have to figure out what you and that other person want and then create your own 'Good boyfriend standards' ....
right?
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