The mxed tpe part II

are you afraid of being alone?
cause i am,
im lost without you

i'll leave my room,
open till sunrise, for you,
i'll keep my eyes,
patiently focused, on you,
where are you now?

i swear that i,
can go on forever, again,
please let me know,
that my one bad day, will end

Holding on the telephone
I hear your midrange moan
You're everywhere inside my room
Even when I'm alone I hear your mellow drone
You're everywhere inside of me

Are you lonely? Do you hold back?
Will the road ahead keep you on track?
I know you made what real for
But I can't help but die just a little bit more

I'll miss your every moment
And I can't hold it, I swear
I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness
I can't say goodbye, say goodbye

So I sit here finding a way
Surrounded but still lonely
Your absence here doesn't help, it doesn't help
Cause every time I look to you
a mild depression comes screaming through
I don't know myself, we don't know ourselves

I can't watch you go

If you ask I will do what you say

What can I say? I miss your eyes
Nothing more

the mxed tape

I cross my heart
And hope to die
Before I have the chance to lie
To you my dear
Who I wish no harm

I've seen palaces in London; I've seen a castle in Wales
But I'd rather wake up beside you and breathe that ol familiar smell
I never thought you could leave me, I figured I was the one
But I understand your sadness, so I guess I should just hold my tongue

And I will blame myself
And I will blame myself

So strange how everything went wrong so fast
And I hope that this confusion does not last

These words might be, too little too late,
And I'm afraid that I have already lost you.
Now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard
And I will long to hold you in my arms

A coma might feel better than this,
You're weighed down, you're full of something,
You're underneath it all.

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best