the mxed tape

I cross my heart
And hope to die
Before I have the chance to lie
To you my dear
Who I wish no harm

I've seen palaces in London; I've seen a castle in Wales
But I'd rather wake up beside you and breathe that ol familiar smell
I never thought you could leave me, I figured I was the one
But I understand your sadness, so I guess I should just hold my tongue

And I will blame myself
And I will blame myself

So strange how everything went wrong so fast
And I hope that this confusion does not last

These words might be, too little too late,
And I'm afraid that I have already lost you.
Now three months equals eternity and this will be so hard
And I will long to hold you in my arms

A coma might feel better than this,
You're weighed down, you're full of something,
You're underneath it all.

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best